Fishermen’s Thanksgiving

22 11 2012

Earlier this week, a friend asked what I’d be doing on Thursday. When I blinked dumbly at her for a few beats, she prompted, “You know – for Thanksgiving!”

Oh. Right…

Growing up in a fractured family of three insular people far more comfortable with books and work than each other, “the holidays” don’t resonate for me. I’m not down with the history behind Thanksgiving. I’m not a Christian, and Bear the Boat Cat isn’t worked up about presents and pageantry. One of my favorite Christmases was the one I spent alone in a Californian apartment, dog-sitting for the manager of the Ben & Jerry’s shop that I spare-changed in front of. From about mid-October to after the New Year, I’m happiest to opt out of the cultural hoopla.

Joel comes from a different background. His family tree has many branches – siblings, cousins, partners – and holidays are an opportunity for bringing everyone together. They make big meals, play games, go on walks, get loud and laugh a lot and generally show how completely engaged they are with one another. Eight years in, I still feel like I’m participant-observing another species. (A generous, loving species that’s been nothing but welcoming to me.) True to my Aadsen roots, I get a little anxious as soon as there aren’t any dishes to wash or other tasks for me to fuss with. My social skills generally run out while the festivities are still going strong.

(True confession: I’m hiding in his aunt’s room right now. Slipped away as soon as the crab dip was gone. This is one of the reasons I’m so thankful to have weaseled my way into Cap’n J’s family: not only do they know I snuck away to write, it’s okay. Amazing, the tolerance these folks have.)

This all sounds bad, but I’m not a total Grinch. I believe in gratitude. That’s why I celebrate Thanksgiving in September.


Fishermen’s Thanksgiving began in September 2010. The salmon season had ended, and the Sadaqa was making the run south with another troller. Midway down the Canadian Inside Passage, they tied up together in Bishop Bay Hot Springs. Marlin cooked a chicken and Stovetop stuffing, opened a can of cranberry sauce, and offered thanks for the season’s harvest.

Joel and I got in on this tradition the following year. With both the Sadaqa and the Nerka spending the winter in Sitka, we had serious chores to do before anyone could hop on a plane and ditch our boats for six months. But in the midst of all that frenzy, we agreed: there was time for Thanksgiving.

Though smaller, the Nerka was in slightly less disarray than the Sadaqa. So at 6:00, down the dock marched our friends – Marlin, Ross, and Mikey – pushing a fully-loaded cart. They handed over one delicious-smelling pan after another; I struggled to wedge everything into our tiny galley. Marlin roasted a chicken, onions and potatoes in a cast iron skillet. I made mashed sweet potatoes and squash, and a piece of salmon for the non-bird eater among us. In addition to a five-gallon bucket full of Black Butte Porters, Marlin brought a fancy ginger ale for me. Marking a long, challenging season with joyous reflection, we basked in the glow of gratitude for plentiful salmon, good weather, well-behaved boats, durable bodies, and beloved friends.

I credit Marlin with instituting Fishermen’s Thanksgiving as a tradition. One of his deckhands, Mikey, has attended all three years. In a bit of serendipitous timing, he called just as I began writing this piece. When I asked if there was anything he wanted to say about our tradition, Mikey didn’t hesitate.

“Fishermen’s Thanksgiving ruins regular Thanksgiving – or ‘Lower 48 Thanksgiving,’ as I call it. It hadn’t been a super-commercial holiday until pretty recently, but people are promoting the Black Friday thing now to the point that it’s fucking stupid, right? And having that mess sitting right next to ‘Here are my good friends, being thankful for the season we all just shared, made some money, had some good times’ creates a pretty stark dichotomy. Basically, regular Thanksgiving kinda sucks after you’ve had Fishermen’s Thanksgiving.”


My November Thanksgiving did not suck.

It involved a ridiculous abundance of good food, shared in a warm house, among loving family. When we couldn’t eat another bite, we put the leftovers in the refrigerator and scrubbed the dishes with seemingly endless clean hot water. All of us are reasonably healthy and able-bodied – even the 93 year old – and hold similar social justice ethos. Each plate included a bookmark with this quote from civil rights leader Howard Thurman, “Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go out and do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

It was a good day.

And because it was a good day, I felt like that much more of a jerk. Mikey’s analysis of the two holidays rang absolutely true for me. This arbitrary autumn Thursday didn’t carry the profound seasonal punctuation our September gathering had. When Joel and I drove home tonight, we talked about why that was.

“This feels random,” he said. “That’s not to say that I’m not thankful for this time with my family, because I am. But in September, we’re actually marking a seasonal transition. There’s something specific on the line: we’re giving thanks for a safe harvest and a finished season, with friends who are our family, who we’ve just shared these intense months with, and now we won’t see much – if at all – until next summer. We’re marking the end of one side of our life and moving into the other. Thanksgiving in Alaska just has bigger meaning grounded in place and time.”

Maybe that’s what it is. November Thanksgiving provides a day to enjoy family we otherwise rarely see – but for me, it could be any day. Fishermen’s Thanksgiving carries the weight of intentional change. We recognize what’s been with gratitude, while inviting what’s next with openness. As challenging as seasonal livelihood is, it presents a rare gift of reflection. Deliberate demarcations of life.

Still, I know both Joel and I will be thankful tomorrow morning for leftover pie.

Despite what may come across as a curmudgeonly attitude, friends, I hope you had a lovely day, wherever and however you spent it. You’re in my best, most appreciative thoughts, no matter what the season.




14 responses

22 11 2012

Reblogged this on Happy Thanksgiving 2012.

23 11 2012
Kari Neumeyer

I tend to agree – even if I was the one who asked you. Maybe it’s a children of divorce/turkey-noneater thing. We went around the table to say what we were thankful for, but it’s a silly exercise when everyone feels required to mention the other people in the room. I’m thankful for new writer friends, pie, and my dogs. Fishermen’s Thanksgiving sounds awesome.

23 11 2012

Oh, you’d fit in beautifully at Fishermen’s Thanksgiving, Kari. And I’m also thankful for your dogs – makes me happy to have a friend who parents their four-leggeds as devotedly as you do!

23 11 2012
Julie Farrar

My family didn’t celebrate on Thursday this year. We did it early to accommodate everyone’s schedule. It didn’t matter. It’s all about getting together to be grateful for what you have and relish in an overabundance of family and food. I think the only essential element to make it successful is pie – lots of pie.

24 11 2012

That’s an interesting thought, Julie… I often get twisted up over the cultural/ societal packaging of particular events – maybe observing on a different date would result in experiencing the family/food/gratitude gathering differently? (And it would open up all kinds of volunteering possibilities for the assigned date.)

Unrelated – big congratulations to you on your recent guest post! I didn’t have any Nancy Drew experience but I’m a sucker for well-written mother/daughter reflections. Yours was beautiful. (For the rest of you:

23 11 2012
Vicky Wood

Yumm…pie for breakfast, lucky you!!

23 11 2012

The breakfast pie was pretty stingy, Vicky – the final slivers of pumpkin and chocolate pecan – but still delicious. Don’t know what we’ll do tomorrow… tempted to make another!

23 11 2012

I don’t think you have a curmudgeonly attitude at all. Sometimes I feel the same way around holiday time. It feels like a lot of pressure to make good food, have fun times, and above all…say the right thing not to tick anyone off. I know this is hard to believe, but I can stick my foot in my mouth most holidays with very little effort. 🙂 Glad it turned out well for you, Tele. Fishermen’s Thanksgiving does sound like tremendous.

24 11 2012

Thanks, Annie – it’s startling (and strangely comforting) to realize how many of us feel disconnected from this season, or trapped somewhere between the experience we think we’re “supposed” to have, and the one we do have. And as to you ticking anyone off around the holiday dinner table, that’s a post I’d love to read…

23 11 2012

Includes a few things about our Thanksgiving. Give it a read.

24 11 2012
Karolee Joel

“Fishermen’s Thanksgiving”? Martin was just trying to get one more big meal in Sitka!

Back when I was living on the boat at the Terminal, I was glad for the chance to get together with the mob we called family. Like young Joel, my family had big dinners at major holidays and I fondly remember them as a child. But when I got older they became less fun, and now I look for opportunities to skip them.

One Saturday after Thanksgiving I was in Chinooks and saw some other fishermen and asked what they had done. AS you know, natives have wicked senses of humor, but I was not prepared for the story I got.
“we went to the Union Gospel Mission” says the gillnetter.
I stammered I thought you had to be poor or something to get fed there.
“We are!” the guys answered, smiling like crazy.
Uhh, came my slow minded answer.
“All you have to do is show ’em your permit card, you get right in”
Sockeye were 50 cents a pound and Bristol Bay permits were selling at $20K (twenty thousand) at that time. I’ll bet the guys are telling the same story today at buck a pound fish and 100,000 pound seasons.

24 11 2012

Ha! That’s a good one, Joel. Reminds me of a couple trollers I was sitting with in the Backdoor. They were mystified about a mutual friend’s embarrassment about being broke.

“This is a fishing town!” one said. “We’ve all been broke – several times!”

The other agreed, “Fishermen being broke is like the wind blowing: it’s not a question of ‘if,’ but ‘when.'”

As busy as you are, my friend, I don’t imagine it’s tough to find opportunities to skip stuff. I’m looking forward to seeing you at Fish Expo next week!

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